It's so hard when someone you love doesn't love you back.. but it's harder when you believe that someone loves you even if they don't.
the sun showed its fury at me again today
as I woke up with the same old
bleeding eyes left crying
from the pain of trying to hide
myself in the shadows
just so my innocense would last
past the curtains closing behind me.
it dug deep into my crumbled heart
the hurt that pressed through my skin
everyday that led me to believe
that no one has ever cared if
I decided to die tonight;
I wander if the shooting stars
would continue laughing for no reason at all?
I know I've prayed one too many times
that never got a second chance to be answered
from the gods above;
but yet I still keep on praying even when
my hands are filled with
nothing but dried out tears.
maybe it's time for me to loose
faith in myself
of trying to smile one last time;
but I think that I'll
try to stay here for a little while longer
just to see how numb
this broken heart of mine will become.
You know what's sad about LOVE?
..it's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work..
..it's when your mind says let go but your heart says hold on..
..it's when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes..
..it's when you keep on trying to forget that person when you know you can't..
